Out of every single video I’ve ever watched on YouTube (or anywhere online for that matter), the hardest one has always been this one. I’ve seen it a couple of times before on the September 11th anniversary and each time I think about what it must be like to be in a situation so terrible that the better option is to jump from 80-100 floors up. These photos and videos were censored on the days following the attacks but I think just as important as seeing and remembering the towers on fire is remembering that people jumped from them to their deaths.

Obviously you don’t have to click play, so if you’d rather not I understand completely. It’s not an easy thing to watch.